The card's reverse says "BUT I LOVE HER ANYWAYS"
Disclaimer: My sister has not had an abortion. The infertility theme just fits my thoughts right now.
The adoption drama continues. I feel like everything that can go wrong with this process has. Sometimes the sadness is overwhelming. I know it is not permanent. Neither happiness nor sadness stays around forever.
I should have remembered that when I felt so elated this weekend over purchasing a crib.
It makes me a little less lonely to see these postcards posted on this week's Post Secret.
It's hard feeling like everyone else in the world is successful at this and I just keep failing. I've never been good at failing and it's especially hard when it's the most important thing in my life.
I don't know what else to write. If you haven't been there it's unimaginable how much it hurts.